I hate you but i love you

Assalamualaikum and Hi

I don't even understand myself. 

Sometimes i hate you. I hate when you talk with other girls especially your best girlfriend. 

But sometimes, i love to see your friendship with her. 

I even wonder, do you like her as i like you? Do you love her like i do? It makes me jealous a little bit. Yes i know, you are the best student in our class. Everybody keep searching you everywhere. You are so talkative. All your words, your stories had something that you want to tell. Something meaningful.

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You know what boy, i really miss the moment where were in first semester. I feels like you like me too lol HAHA. You do contact me in social nets. At that time, butterflies in my stomach won't stop flies lol. I miss you so much. I miss the old you. 

But now, i could feel that you want me to make a distance with you. Never mind. I will do whatsoever you want. I will try my best to forget you.

I'm sorry but i love you

I'm sorry that i miss you

Even if i cant have you

You know i'll always be there for you

One day, i will sing this song for you. For you to notice me here, in front of you!

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HAHA the old me. Dah move on lah wei. I decided to publish this post now as my mood for writing is back.