dilema

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i'm still in dilemma. i'm confuse.

being an adult is not easy. too many commitment. independent. all the decision is gambling.

i'm still confuse. i want try to work in my field but i left my field for more than one year. i don't know weather i still have the knowledge about environmental management or not. working place isn't a place for me to seek knowledge with nothing in my mind. working place is a place where everybody walk fast and if you still crawling, you will left behind.

god, this is too hard for me. i want to use my degree for my job. i want to get work in my field. i don't want to stray from my field anymore :( but  it's not easy after more than one year i finished my study.